Now our love for one another have taken many various turns the last was about 6 years ago when she tried using me as her toilet and making me wear diapers, and use tampons in my sissy pussy. Over time she became more attracted to women and men less and stopped fucking me all together when she cucked me. We sucked and fucked a lot of guys together through the years. From that day on she has controlled me and helped me along my path to giving into my true desire for cock. One day she came home from work I’m unexpectedly and walked in on me sucking off my neighbor dressed in her lingerie. After she saw how arroused I became when she told me a kinky story of her lover did she start to realize who I truly am. I had played and sucked some cock up till then without her knowledge and crossdressed occasionally (well okay a lot) and my dressing had always been an issue where she thought I would get cock and leave her for a man. It was after finally catching her having an affair that I admitted I needed her to cuckold me and allow me to clean her pussy and suck her lovers cock if they desired. I caught her with her girlfriend once too. I always suspected but could never prove it. I love to be humiliated and degraded for my little pee pee that could never provide the pleasure my wife needed. I confess that I am a faggot, as gay inside as can be.
